Violence is often the answer a traumatized and battered animal gives to kindness.
It simply takes patience. We had made a little bit of progress. He'd wanted to know what it was like to live a life he enjoyed, and I'd promised I'd help him find a way.
You're right. He didn't know how else to be. But he was trying.
... We did not speak often, but when we did, he talked at length about how he did not desire redemption... but it was at such a length, that I could not help but think that he wanted someone to tell him otherwise. To convince him that it was possible, even for him.
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... I wish he could have found it, too. I feared he was walking a path to his own destruction... but I think he truly did not know how else to be.
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It simply takes patience. We had made a little bit of progress. He'd wanted to know what it was like to live a life he enjoyed, and I'd promised I'd help him find a way.
You're right. He didn't know how else to be. But he was trying.
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Would that there was still time for that...
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His soul isn't lost entirely, or... that's what I've been led to believe. Maybe there will be time.
[ he doesn't sound like he believes that though. ]
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