In the end, the only person that can decide that is you. [ glances up at him again. ] What I think, what god thinks - that doesn't matter nearly so much as you feeling at peace with yourself.
Maybe your redemption is just that. Finding peace.
[ He's usually pretty good at shutting down conversations he doesn't want to talk about, at least. People actually don't ask him enough most of the time though. ]
I hope that you can get rest. Do not stay up too late.
[ We can shelve this Sat thread time passes so slow but so fast. ]
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Have you asked the angels about this? I really cannot imagine someone like Zuriel telling you that they find this unacceptable.
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It's just, more of the usual. If it feels like something I need to redeem myself for.
[ But how do you redeem yourself for a murder you didn't even want to do, and another one that you don't care to regret at all? ]
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In the end, the only person that can decide that is you. [ glances up at him again. ] What I think, what god thinks - that doesn't matter nearly so much as you feeling at peace with yourself.
Maybe your redemption is just that. Finding peace.
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Thanks. I know it's not your business.
[ It shouldn't be Jiaoqiu's responsibility to ease -- try to ease -- his nerves in this matter. ]
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[ pats his arm gently, reassuring. a healer's job isn't just physical, he thinks. ]
You tell me if it isn't. I don't mind otherwise.
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[ He's usually pretty good at shutting down conversations he doesn't want to talk about, at least. People actually don't ask him enough most of the time though. ]
I hope that you can get rest. Do not stay up too late.
[ We can shelve this Sat thread time passes so slow but so fast. ]