pc ♠ wiš'adel

[fried]

this is the only time i will spell her name the whole way

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[fried]

Again?

[ STOP STEALING HIS MEMORIES CHALLENGE ]

[sarkazm]

Yeah. We got thrown there from another place, and when we showed up, you and Basilio were both there.

...then borisin attacked.

[fried]

[ frowns heavily. ]

... Ah, Wis'adel. I'm sorry. The last thing I wanted was my memories to harm you.

[sarkazm]

It wasn't just yours, it was mine, too.

[she grits her teeth against the pain in her arms long enough to reach for one of his hands, guiding it to the black crystals on her arm. they've spread.]

When I killed one of them-- it suddenly looked like I was killing Anders. And after they were all handled, Basilio... he had some fucked up mix of Oripathy and mara.

[fried]

[ oh! bad! worse! when she moves him, he feels over the crystals, ears pinned back and expression unhappy. ]

... Did he attack you? [ softer. ]

[sarkazm]

He was focused on Saber. But all the vines he grew still sliced me up, and there wasn't really any getting away from him fucking exploding.

[she keeps hold of his hand, gripped tight.]

... except you shoved us down. You stupid idiot.

[fried]

[ gently, he strokes her hand with his thumb. ]

That sounds like something I'd do. [ wryly. he's... very carefully not reacting or thinking about basilio suffering like that, and also he's not thinking about the fact that this memory used him to hurt wis'adel. it's just bad news bears for his mental state.

a beat. ]

Even when it isn't me, I'd aim to protect you.

[sarkazm]

Yeah. That's what I hated the most about it, Jiaoqiu. You would.

[it didn't have to make it her fault. it never had to make her hurt him. she wasn't even exactly helpless to stop an impending death--

it was just jiaoqiu doing what he'd probably have done in that situation.]

[fried]

[ silence, for a moment, and then: ]

I suppose I didn't survive the explosion. [ he figures that'd hurt the most. ]

[sarkazm]

No. You died for us.

[he doesn't need to know the details.]

[fried]

[ a little sigh, and then he shifts so he can sit next to her, tail settling on her lap. ]

... I'm here now.

[sarkazm]

I know. I know you are, everyone's fine, just.

[carefully stroking his fur with the hand that this hurts less with.]

... shit's always pretty targeted.

[fried]

[ his tail floofs up to make it easier for her to pet. ]

It's likely wrong of me to be flattered that my death was a fear of yours. [ just, very gently teasing. trying to make her feel a little better by being a shit. ]